If there’s such a thing called the ‘Box of Happiness’,
Are you willing to spend all of your money to own it?

Life isn’t as sweet as you think it is.
Life is a journey.
One that will never ever end and keep on continuing.

For the whole of our life,
All of us go on searching for happiness.
But the main question is, ‘What is real happiness? Do we know?’

Is it about having fun?
Is it about being with your loved ones?
I guess it depends on each of our own perspectives.

Why do all of us want happiness?
Why can’t we get the happiness that we want?
All I can think of is because happiness starts with ‘ourselves’.

When one search for happiness,
Emptiness is the only thing that awaits you at the end of the day.
But when you don’t even care about it,
It will always come to you and hold you tightly.

Happiness is something that you get.
It isn’t something that you find or search for,
As it will always elude from you.

At times, when one of our ‘Doors of Happiness’ closes,
Another one will always open itself for you.
However, we always stare at that closed door for so long.
Remembering the reminiscence that it left behind,
That we did not realized,
That another ‘Door of Happiness’ is already open right in front of you.

The last question is, 'Have you found your own happiness?'

We all creates memories all the time.
That's the fact.
Even if you don't want it,
It will still continue.

When you walk.
When you talk.
When you do things.
At times, all these small little things reminds you of whatever that had happened.

Flashback starts.
Giggles and laughters that can be heard.
Unhappiness that can still be felt.
Tears that rolled down.
All of it are unpredictable and uncountable.

We always hoped that we only remember those good times.
But even if we don't want,
The bad times are included as well.

Sometimes, as we see something,
Hear something,
Smell and taste something,
It reminds us of those happy and sad times that we had gone through.

We don't wish to remember it,
That's why we blocked those memories.
And locked it away,
Deep inside our heart.
And recall it only when they are needed.

Perhaps as we walk forward,
Many things become 'keys' to our heart.
However, those 'keys' might not be the perfect one.
One that can unlock.
One that can help us heal.

It's always hard to let go and ignore of the past,
because it holds the best memories you ever have.

When things haven't been going well,
When we're tired of everything,
We all want to get rid of everything and never remember it.
But, we don't have to force and push ourselves.
Maybe we should take a break off from it.
Because its rather sad if we come to hate something that we loved.

After all of this happened,
We often ask to ourselves, "Why didn't I noticed?"
If we keep on trying,
If we never give up,
If we keep on looking forward,
If we consider their feelings,
Will our feelings reach them someday?

What am I suppose to do with my life?
I'm still trying to find it out.
I can't help the way I feel.
Isn't there another way?
I believe in taking chances, do you?

'Turn back time'
These 3 words are special.
People wants it and wished for it.
Even if your life is perfect, there isn't a time where you don't want it not to happen.
Time doesn't stop.
That I know.
That's exactly why we all should treasure all the time we have in the world with each other.
But at times, we just doesn't know how important it is.
Perhaps that is why we don't care about 'time'.
All of us thinks that time is just 'time'.
'We can always do that next time', is what we always tell ourselves.

Mistakes that we all did.
Regrets that cannot be forgotten.
Disappointments that we go through.
Sadness that happened.
All of us hope to turn back time.
Be it to fix some of it or not,
Whatever things that affected us.
But we let those feelings passed by and let time fix itself.

We often wished that our life is a story itself.
One which we write.
One which we can turn every page.
One which we can rewind, forward and stopped.
Rewinding every mistakes and regrets.
Only then we might look at our life in a different light.
Only then we might have a chance to change it cause we know its not right.

Although we know that its impossible to get the time back, we still keep on wishing for it.
How much dose of turning back time is needed to change everything?
Is it always be the best?
Can we said that everything happens for a reason?
It might prolong our stories.
But will all of it turn out to be the same?

Now looking back at my story,
I realized that precious time is slipping away.
Think back at your life and ask yourself,
is your life really a perfect one?
Have you ever wished that time will turn back?

How can you said something that its not true?
Its obvious that you will not keep that promise of yours.
So why bother saying it?
Its all hard on me, but is it hard on you?
Does that short period of time changes everything there is between us?
Please tell me the truth if what’s happening is your wish.
Your happiness is based on my broken heart, are you satisfied?
I ever walked through this path once.
Do you know how hard it is to repeat the same thing all over again?
So please, I don’t ever want the same thing to happen again.
Can people forget something if they want to?
Even if its something important for them.
It hurts if I forget it but its even worse if I remember it.
What should I do?
I treasure the past that has happened.



A Little Pain.

Hi ya people, my 1st blog post here..
i wrote and made these lyrics since earlier this year, but i only go the chance to show it now..=)

How many countless nights have passed by?
It was past midnight
The glass rolled and cracked
Kicking the door with the heels of shoes
Even the red dress was torn
I tried chasing after you
But all I could ever grab was your shadow
Just like this,
You disappeared from my story
If this is the truth, its too painful
Please just stop this pretense already

chorus:

I don't see the red thread of fate,
That ties our promised fingers together anymore
We might not have promised,
But please, just please
Don't let go of this hand

Even if you hear my voice,
I doubt you'll ever turn your back
If that's so,
What's the use of even trying?
Right now, all I ever wanted was to be
Hold tightly in your hands
Tears that rolled off within the rain,
Starless nights, full of clouds
Please realised it,
that I'm always here
If I tried to grab even the smallest star,
Will my wish be granted?
If I tried to wish hard enough,
Will my wish be granted?

Hoping that you all will like it.